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sirmodesta
At the start of the day a chain of events spark something new. Something free from hardship something past the ignorance to something real and true. A miracle at first glance. A far away image that keep you wondering if it's real at all. A mirage of light that is so vivid it can be only made in heaven. And a angels voice can never be as amazing as this. unbelievably new experience repeats everyday at every corner at each gasp of air i breath. that which is life is Each day a picture taken in time, a true blessing in disguise. As rare a beauty to marvel with awe, a real to life gift witnessed with moments that capture who you are! The woman i see. The treasure you are. A sight by sore eyes. Everytime byfar

My Wish for you!
sirmodesta
“This is my wish for you: Comfort on difficult days, smiles when sadness intrudes, rainbows to follow the clouds, laughter to kiss your lips, sunsets to warm your heart, hugs when spirits sag, beauty for your eyes to see, friendships to brighten your being, faith so that you can believe, confidence for when you doubt, courage to know yourself, patience to accept the truth, Love to complete your life, and to never lose grip of who you are, cause who you are is what makes beauty meaningful".

Power of you..!
sirmodesta
"Of all the time spent, days go far as the wind breezes by
how such moments can be lost in time, the feelings of loss
love, of complete understanding that life can be mysterious and also frightening. Wonders can grace our imaginations as the lights that the
sky above can showcase visions of indescribable bliss. how the feelings of
the heart can be a voice for so many.. never faltered.. never lost.. always
there to comfort you, warm you when you are alone.. like a blanket on a cold day!
contains you, showers you.. shows you that all things are possible.. that life can be more than what is hoped.. an be what you make of it.. the will of the heart. the power of you!"

Quote**
sirmodesta
Love is not as complicated as you perceive, love can be like a leaf in the wind, or the light at a sunset. If you miss the moment you miss the chance to gain full insight, for love is not a mystery to unfold more so love is a story to be told!
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Quote of life
sirmodesta

“I'd rather be a could-be if I cannot be an are; because a could-be is a maybe who is reaching for a star. I'd rather be a has-been than a might-have-been, by far; for a might have-been has never been, but a has was once an are.”

TIME LOST!
sirmodesta


The day I saw you  was too much to bear
how cold were your hands in the hot air
there no right how God can be unfair
when I could do nothing but watch you lie there.
I couldn't believe that you were gone,
So I watched and waited to see you move
To see if you can push one final time to stay
But you didn't did you? You left without me saying goodbye
And so I cried cause I couldn't be there to see you close your eyes
to hear your heart slow to a pause, to hear the last breath taken.
 I sit here looking at you laid there in front of me, Motionless
Unmoved.. I won't see you smile, I won't hear you laugh
I won't feel your strong embrace when I came by.
All that is gone isn't it? I lost you for good and there is no coming back.
How wrong can that be? what life can we live when our hopes are faded to black.
My Heart broke to badly when I had to let you go.. I couldn't stop crying while I was
hugging you so.  I never felt pain to severe till that fateful day.
you were taken away without a second chance. So what could I do now?
I spent so much time waiting for this day that I didn't even know how to respond.
and I knew they would take you away and soon I would never see your face again.
So I hugged you so hard! and cried so many tears. Cause I knew this was the end
of a partnership engraved in life, and I live with regret not knowing Why?
Why I couldn't get one last chance to tell you Goodbye. What is the reason for
hope when you can't say a few words to someone who will be left in time.
I guess it's just how life is meant to be seen. Uncontrolled sorrow showers over me
as I struggle with the thought that I missed you go from this life by a few moments time
Minutes that will echo threw time.. A guilt that I hold inside.


Middle of Nowhere
sirmodesta


Shadows shift as the light of the day goes by,
cool winds push against my face as I look up toward the sky
Looking for a place to hide, a destination hidden in plane sight
wandering threw the streets trying to get ahold of something true,
a wonder that will makes sense of this world I walk
A place that doesn't make you feel so used.
So each step leads to places never seen before
A constint flux of emotions engulf me whole
" Where did I turn wrong?" I whisper to myself
Convince I am being lead to far from home
So I get a shiver threw my body, could I have gotten lost?
Or did I  just walk away from all the hardships I known.
What is to happen now? do I just keep walking?  If I do where do I go?
Who can answer all my questions! Do I seek God or find Religion 
There is no sand marks to follow
Nor is there any light leading to the right direction.
I guess I will have to admit I am abandoned and alone. and no one will seek me out
 so  I choice to just sit on this endless road. and no matter how i fair
I am going to just stay here in the middle of nowhere.




 


You, My Friend
sirmodesta

Into the dim lit, bare walls of my world,
You entered, bringing light and life to me,
The vivid colors, painted with a swirl
Of wit and charm, of personality,
With tender care, you added comfort, warmth,
And images that line the now bright walls.
I look upon them fondly, bringing forth
A thankfulness that you walk in these halls
With me; our friendship has become a part
Of my world now; it has its special place,
Within my being, life, and in my heart,
Your name hangs right beside your smiling face.
Rememb'ring just how drab these walls had been,
I have to thank you for the time you gave
Desperate has our life been to the end, scattered
on the walls does the colors express. I see
two images painted threw, I see ourselves close and true,
someone I love, someone always there, a true friend
that is you!


" Little Hands"
sirmodesta

"Little hands that reach towards the sky,
watching, waiting, always asking me why...
curious about such things as this and that,
constantly smiling, and wanting to chat,
pointing in disbelief, and wondering too,
about what it does, and what it can do...
"Why the sky blue, daddy?" or "Why is the
grass always green?"
and I would try to explain what everything means,
but he would just shake his head, laugh,
and smile...
skipping and hopping and playing all the while.
I look down and see his eyes sparkle with light,
and I catch him up quick and hug him with
all my might. As I hold him I imagine the day he would
be gone from my sight. A day I dread each morning light.
So i take each moment as if it's my last. I cherish each second
that I have. As i reflect on those days he reached up with his little hands
I hope that he would still let me love him the same as he becomes a man."

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